I have been blessed to learn of some of my karmic lessons and soul group contracts in this lifetime. Let me tell you that I have put forth so much energy in resolving as many as I can to avoid some of the people I'm connected to in this lifetime on such a negative and toxic relationship. Very few are actually aware and open to knowing about the karmic lessons we share. I was blessed that my ex husband was open to it and we worked on resolving (forgiveness) our relationship as we knew we shared lifetimes together. We agreed to heal our relationship so I would have the chance to come back as his mother and beat his ass! My only form of authority over him I could think of. But others, are not open to it so blood or not, I had to let a lot of people go. In the end, it was validation that I needed. I found that in myself and in substitutes. I have a very very small group of people I consider family that are friends. I've learned not to open myself up so much to people so fast as I was the most relationship having person you would ever meet! My Facebook friends list has gone from 300 down to under 200. I had to value myself more to be cognizant of who I let in and let people in slowly. So tired of the karmic tests I was allowing when I was already healed in some areas. I decided to finally live again. Five years of soul searching and healing.....it's about time. It took me most of my life to start my newsletter because of fear or hurting others. That was a past life issue as a singer who sung background and was more talented than the artist. I never became the star I was destined to be because I was fearful of causing friction with the lead singer. That fear was in this lifetime and I finally busted through the fear and started my letter. Wouldn't you know out of 80+ people only one negative reaction? And the person didn't even read the newsletter, they made assumptions? Lol lol....Gods knot this and that past life fear is DONE! Next..........
Loving, I love you for all that you honor me with your honesty, love and truthfulness. You have come along way and like I told you today, you are a very powerful woman and force to be reconed with your abilities far surpass your weaknesses and I can say I witnessed this transition. Thank you for starting discussions on my page and again you are greatly appreciated.
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