I just read your comment and I am only the messenger but you are in my prayers for all the abundance and love to come into your life now. Just believe in yourself and know you are worthy of the blessings God has for you and your family. Just stay in a attitude of graditude and everything will fall into place for you. Sending you love and light for a brighter tomorrow and a better today.
I am so sorry for all of the problems you have had to deal with over the past year and up to this time. I know that it seems like all the problems of the world are on your shoulders and that you just cannot handle it. Although it may seem hopeless it really isn't, things are going to get better for you I promise, I don't just say this to comfort you I really know that they will turn around, even though you can't see it now I need for you to really stay focused on exactly what you want in your life, not what you have but what you WANT see it, feel it, taste it and breathe life into it. You have done tremendous work on yourself it is time to LET GO and JUST LET IT BE you will notice changes in your life for the better around the middle of this year. Just have faith and just KNOW everything you have gone through has served a purpose for you. I will keep you in my prayers and surround you and your family in the white light of God you will find unconditional love when you start loving YOU, blessings my friend and stay focused.