YOUR PURPOSE in Life is to find YOURSELF! Your SOUL CONSCIOUSNESS Speaks to you continuously through your dreams, through signs, numbers, songs that you hear all the time. THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES! I know you have heard that many times before. Everything that happens to us is a direct reflection of our subconscious THOUGHTS. This is the Thought I woke up to Today "the Message" it led me to the Realization that I have truly found MY PURPOSE and what an interesting thing to learn that My PURPOSE has EVERYTHING to do with ME and NOT THE REST OF THE WORLD!

Ever since I was a little girl I remember having the feeling that I was supposed to do something HUGE at the time the only thing that I could match that feeling to was being a STAR, I love singing so it was very natural for me to hold on to that feeling. That Knowing that my purpose was to be a star, DROVE me my whole life. Nothing that happened in life to me ever changed that vision. Until my brother died. My brothers death was when I started waking up, discovering who I AM. Up until then my life seemed to be right on track with what I had planned for myself, Get a Record Deal, become a Super Star! in My plan I didn't mention NOTHING ABOUT NO Death. My brothers death was the first time that I experienced someone close to me dying, having to tell my mom was the hardest thing I have EVER had to do. All of that Grief around you makes you FEAR this DEATH it feels like such a horrible thing, His DEATH lead to my awakening so how could it be Negative.

I AM Writing this to RELEASE the Spirit of my brother Luis Angel Torres from any Torment that he is feeling in the dimension that his soul is existing in. You ARE LIGHT Your Vibration is STRONG your influence on ME is ETERNAL. Every time that i think about you all I feel is LOVE. Allow your Spirit to FLOW IN THAT LOVE feeling, You know what it is cause that's why you been messin with me since I came to Sacramento. I love you LUIS!

DEATH has a different affect on all kinds of people. I do believe that one thing we can all agree on is that DEATH shows us all that NOTHING HERE MATTERS. The ONLY THING THAT MATTERS is the Essence of your SOUL.

I learned that the person that I am is ENOUGH EVERYDAY. I have found comfort in knowing that My Purpose here on earth is to DISCOVER myself Find out WHO I AM! My job is to LIVE MY LIFE. I AM PERFECT in My IMPERFECTION I understand that everything that I experience is a Result of my past thoughts and actions that ability gives me the conscious awareness that I AM the co creator of my existence. I AM AWARE that I can not change the things that happen in life HOWEVER I can change the way I REACT to the situation. That will affect the result of the future, which I experience EACH MOMENT. I KNOW what is coming in the future because I know how I FEEL RIGHT NOW.

I am excited because I know what I am taking with me, I am taking all that is good and all that is Love so I am Taking all The Good feelings that I experience in this Relm. The essence of my friends and family all of the LOVE connections I have made, and all who read this who feel that connection. if you know LOVE that means you  For ME, in the most basic sense, LOVE is what FEELS Good. A Vibration that penetrates the Soul & takes U completely away from Your SELF that applies to EVERYTHING.

ALL CONNECTIONS OF LOVE LEAD TO GOD! We are ETERNAL BEINGS Directly Connected to GOD through LOVE!  MY Purpose is to love ME discover my gifts, talents, abilities, share them with whoever wants to partake in what I bring. My Job is to enjoy the process of each new discovery. My Challenges are NECESSARY TO Take me through the Journey of My DISCOVERY MYSELF!

That's My Word!