I was ORDERED to write this blog so I am going to OBEY my spirit guides and thank the Messengers that continue to deliver me knowledge that gets me closer and closer to remembering The Things about myself that aide me in the Expansion and Evolution of My Soul.

2012 is a Year for TREMENDOUS CHANGE it is an EXCITING  and emotional time. There is a Huge FEAR CAMPAIGN that has been in effect and is now turning into the impending SNOWBALL. This Blog is a continual message to confirm my beliefs to MYSELF and to serve as noted documentation for those who may be interested in my individual perception on the events that I experience throughout this historical year 2012.

2012 Came in with a BANG! We did a Show on that day, we really wanted to be available to the people that wanted to connect with us on that day, we had a great time. I was so excited about planning out the details for the New Year, I had so many ideas that I wanted to put into action I couldn't get started soon enough just when I was ready to DiG iN! LIFE HAPPENED as it always does. I learned what I find to be a very VALUABLE TOOL; You can not Control LIFE or the things that happen you can only CONTROL how YOU react to it. Our Thoughts Manifest Things. 

Having a CHOICE is truly a gift 2011 taught me, TRAINED me for where I am Today January 10, 2012

My husbands father was going into the hospital in Fontana for Emergency surgery so he flew out there last Wednesday Night we didn't do a show that night, that rarely ever happens. We didn't know exactly what the situation would be so we planned on NOT PLANNING just going to where ever God is Driving us. We have already agreed that this year is the year of REALiZATiON i KNOW What I have manifested to come to my life and it is ALWAYS GOOD! This is the first time that Mike is Gonna be away like this in over 4 years.

That just made me think about how through all of the Challenges that we have been through in the last year; my separation from my sister, the Eviction, The business and everything else that went on. My Husband and I have been Each others SPONGE absorbing each others EMOTIONAL lows, challenges and through it all Neither of us would want to separate from each other Willingly for longer than a day but you know what, GOD/SOURCE Responds to the Vibration of YOUR SOUL and a situation was created to allow us the Space and Time to Train for the Next challenge cause they are always coming, as long as you have LiFE in you Challenges will be EVER PRESENT. Take that to the BANK! Cause you better Believe that as Soon as Mike left there would indeed be some challenges.

God ALWAYS knows what you need and desire GOD will guide you in the direction of where you need to go to fulfill that NEED/Desire but it truly is up to us to SEE iT and Make the CHOICE to FOLLOW THROUGH. You CAN NOT Lie to GOD YOUR ACTIONS tell the TRUTH.

I have to Adjust to every moment of my life because I DO NOT KNOW HOW, WHAT IS COMING WILL COME. I know that it is coming because I PLANTED the SEED that i was iNSPiRED to GROW, i am FOCUSED moving STEADFAST in MY PASSiON! i Live in FAiTH Knowing that The Choices that I make determine my outcome

iT has NOT been an EASY journey by any stretch of the iMaGiNaTiON but it has been very NECESSARY at ALL Levels.

I see EVERYTHiNG My eyes are WIDE OPEN and I understand my part, my role, my mission. so my mind is in a completely foreign place EVEN TO ME! but I LOVE being in this place. I know what i AM supposed to do here , i HAVE to LiVE in LOVE. All that is LOVE leads to GOD/SOURCE I know what love feels like. I will not pretend to define what LOVE if for everyone, but for me, in the most basic sense LOVE is what FEELS Good. A Vibration that penetrates the soul and takes you completely away from SELF. The things that give me that Feeling of LOVE are not the same as they would be for another individual