I am sitting here resting after scrubbing spots off of the carpet. This is My Last Night Here at My Mother in Laws house. We have been here for 5 months. We got evicted in August 2011, Came to Sacramento while my Mother in law was in Florida, Now she's coming back home, I am going to Fontana to be with My Husband, Mike and his father.
Mike's Father has been in the Hospital since January 5, 2012 After his lung surgery he had a stroke and has been on life support. We were told that his right side is paralized, that his quality of life would not be the same. We have NO IDEA what is going to happen, Mike said he looked better today, he opened his eyes and smiled at him. I know he was happy to see a smile from his Dad. When you live in FAiTH you just know that No Matter WHAT happens its always for THE GOOD. Our lives are about US our Purpose is to discover who we are so that we can live in Love and do what we are gifted to do.
I HAVE NO idea of what God is doing in my life, I just trust it, I am moving in the way I feel I am being inspired to move. My husband and I are relocating again, we don't know how long we will be or what is going to happen, we just know it's where we have to be. We are being prepared for SOMETHING We are ALWAYS being Prepared for the next EVOLUTION of our own lives. I don't ask the question, Why ME? or Why NOT ME? Because I know what IS! No Matter How you Slice it. EVERYTHING is just as its Supposed to be. Everything that exist around us, exist so that We can Look at it, be a witness to what WE Created.
You get to a point in life Where you absolutely have to release or you will go Crazy. I am Grateful for where I am Today, right now, I have a place to sleep, I have food, My kids are healthy and Happy. I don't know what is gonna happen Tomorrow, I have an intention but in my intention, I know that the journey can take an unexpected turn so I just have to be prepared to ride it.
Tomorrow I will be on my first Road Trip with the kids, I am headed to the first of Many things I am sure. I am excited to have My family unit back together they are truly my comfort.